蓝色的思念

Sunday, October 26, 2008

October...

This morning I woke up thinking of the following -
snap, nap, naps, pan, pans, san?, nas? pas??...
then it was pane, mane, lane, bane, cane...
then clear, lear, lean, mean, man, men..

Been playing too much of the word challenge game on facebook. It's wildly addictive. One of those things one can do with a lot of time to kill. But problem is, I'm rushing something and I don't have that luxury!! AArrgggh!!
Crap...............................................................rap.cap.pac.par.pcr??

Was reflecting on something during mass yesterday. Say I am praying for a period of time, say in church or after I read some scripture. So it's nice to be in a prayerful state right..but oftentimes something would happen right after that - and I just lose it - I get angry, frustrated, irritated. So it's like, what's the point of entering a prayerful state when I can't seem to maintain it at all? So I begin to question myself - like why is it that I am so vulnerable to external irritating factors? Esp. in the early morning at the start of a school day. I just need one small imperfection, one small thing that maybe someone or myself didn't do properly...and dark clouds start looming over my head. Black face, the works. Why can't I accept disturbances with more..tranquility?

Most of the time, just irritated with myself..grrr

Watched Tropic Thunder yesterday, and had a sort of mini reunion with some ex-DHS schoolmates. People whom I saw all the time back in sec school and maybe even knew or spoke to...and meeting them again ten years later. Pretty cool. =) Oh yea and as for the movie, well...I liked the beginning and the ending, but it was kinda messy in the middle. A result of attempting to poke fun at too many disparate issues, and having too many big names around. Not really enjoyable, but a brave attempt at bashing Hollywood stereotypes. I give it a 6/10.

rightoz...so that was just some morning ranting to vent some steam...now it's back to...functions of placenta. Hmm.