NY
I used to think that I'm not much of a thinker. But now I know I am. Coz I can think myself into a headache. Hence it takes some willpower to avoid taking certain trains of thought that can lead one to a migraine.
Anyway as I stand at the brink of a new year, shall jus take a few moments to look backwards before gearing up for a new journey. Am thankful that at least this year's much better than the last. Have grown a lot closer to God, beginning to understand more about what it means to be in love with Him, but also unearthing a lot of disturbing things about myself in the process. Still learning to trust in Him and letting go of the many little demons that cling to me/I'm clinging on to. Learning to unburden myself unto Him, even life's little trivialities.
The year has also seen quite a bit of makes and breaks in terms of relationships among my friends, and given me some new perspectives about them.
Since this year's the landmark year of starting my first ever job, it also means that i've managed to amass the largest amount of $$ (which really isn't much, given my usual financial situation) in the course of my entire life. WHoa hooo!! K just a little cheap thrill.
Realised that teaching is really really really a lot tougher than it looks. And that ultimately, I may not be cut out for it.
Realised that I should try harder to be happy with myself.
.........................
So what next then? Will elaborate in the form of New Year resolutions. Though, by virtue of the fact that they are resolutions and hence will not be fulfilled.
- Pray more. And be disciplined about it.
- Sleep more.
- Organise more.
- Exercise.
- Drink and be merry.
- Be more firm with students.
- Do more housework.
- Practise the piano more.
- Socialise more and be happy about it.
- Smile more but less at students.
- Ill treat the piggy so she doesn't take advantage of me.
- Give the piggy more $$ to make up for the above.
- Appreciate my mother more.
- Remember friends' bdays.
- Give more $$ to charity.
And last but not least...LOVE more!!
Anyway as I stand at the brink of a new year, shall jus take a few moments to look backwards before gearing up for a new journey. Am thankful that at least this year's much better than the last. Have grown a lot closer to God, beginning to understand more about what it means to be in love with Him, but also unearthing a lot of disturbing things about myself in the process. Still learning to trust in Him and letting go of the many little demons that cling to me/I'm clinging on to. Learning to unburden myself unto Him, even life's little trivialities.
The year has also seen quite a bit of makes and breaks in terms of relationships among my friends, and given me some new perspectives about them.
Since this year's the landmark year of starting my first ever job, it also means that i've managed to amass the largest amount of $$ (which really isn't much, given my usual financial situation) in the course of my entire life. WHoa hooo!! K just a little cheap thrill.
Realised that teaching is really really really a lot tougher than it looks. And that ultimately, I may not be cut out for it.
Realised that I should try harder to be happy with myself.
.........................
So what next then? Will elaborate in the form of New Year resolutions. Though, by virtue of the fact that they are resolutions and hence will not be fulfilled.
- Pray more. And be disciplined about it.
- Sleep more.
- Organise more.
- Exercise.
- Drink and be merry.
- Be more firm with students.
- Do more housework.
- Practise the piano more.
- Socialise more and be happy about it.
- Smile more but less at students.
- Ill treat the piggy so she doesn't take advantage of me.
- Give the piggy more $$ to make up for the above.
- Appreciate my mother more.
- Remember friends' bdays.
- Give more $$ to charity.
And last but not least...LOVE more!!
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