mmmm...
Been quite a lull since I last posted.
Realise that I always always fall sick around the same time every year. That is, around the late Jan to Feb period when the monsoon is ending (or supposed to end, since this year is really giving everyone abnormalities in weather changes - La Nina?).
So anyway that awful period has passed and am currently in relatively energetic post-serious flu state.
Saturdays are always spent planning...churning out worksheets and what not...and the more I do, the more everything just bubbles to the surface and I find myself struggling to capture the bubbles before they go back down or worse, pop.
It's amazing how hypocritical students can be. Or are they even aware that they are being hypocritical? Whatever it is, some of them really excel at complaining about others, only to exhibit the same behaviour when it comes to themselves. Shows a severe lack of maturity on their parts. Really disgusting. If I leave my current job, the off-putting flaws of adolescents will have a lot to do with it.
I mean, I know it's supposed to be Lent and the last thing I should be harbouring is ugly thoughts and ugly words about people. But...they are really atrocious.
I can almost feel my personality changing thanks to them. Maybe...I jus have to learn to be tougher to face the challenges to come? Maybe it's actually a good thing?
whatever it is...drats...
Realise that I always always fall sick around the same time every year. That is, around the late Jan to Feb period when the monsoon is ending (or supposed to end, since this year is really giving everyone abnormalities in weather changes - La Nina?).
So anyway that awful period has passed and am currently in relatively energetic post-serious flu state.
Saturdays are always spent planning...churning out worksheets and what not...and the more I do, the more everything just bubbles to the surface and I find myself struggling to capture the bubbles before they go back down or worse, pop.
It's amazing how hypocritical students can be. Or are they even aware that they are being hypocritical? Whatever it is, some of them really excel at complaining about others, only to exhibit the same behaviour when it comes to themselves. Shows a severe lack of maturity on their parts. Really disgusting. If I leave my current job, the off-putting flaws of adolescents will have a lot to do with it.
I mean, I know it's supposed to be Lent and the last thing I should be harbouring is ugly thoughts and ugly words about people. But...they are really atrocious.
I can almost feel my personality changing thanks to them. Maybe...I jus have to learn to be tougher to face the challenges to come? Maybe it's actually a good thing?
whatever it is...drats...
2 Comments:
At 8:26 PM, taiwanite said…
Love them...
At 11:32 PM, Anonymous said…
See it's ur job to show them the ways of maturity...
i always like to think that teachers are there to teach students and not whatever subject they're teaching (dunno if i can achieve it tho)...
keep trying ya and perserve...
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